Procrastination or Something Else?

I still haven't really started preparing to leave yet and I've only got 50 days left here in the States. I think I'm hesitant to start because it will make it seem more real that I'm leaving. As you might be able to tell, there has been a slight change of emotions on my part. I am beginning to miss my friends from school so much that I would almost rather be going back to ACU for the semester than to Oxford.